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[20 Dec 2011|09:59am]
Woke up at 7:30 after only 5 hours of sleep and I feel great. When I sleep for 8 hours, I feel like crap!

[26 Nov 2009|09:54pm]
Today Chris told me that lately his feelings for me have changed from romantic to friend-like. And on this Thanksgiving, I'm thankful that I'm old enough to soothe my pain with alochol.



:(

[26 Sep 2009|04:29pm]
New year.

[21 Sep 2009|10:18am]
So I'm going on a date on wednesday. I'm so nervous! I don't know how to do this stuff!

[17 Jun 2009|11:36pm]
Oye. Still sick. Got over my flu business but now I'm all coughy and snotty and stuff. I miss Alex, it's weird not talking to him at all. And I miss Ron. Asshole. And I'm so incredibly broke, it's unbelieveable. My room is a mess. And I haven't been to the gym regularly in three weeks.

BUT! In roughly 36 hours I won't have a care in the world because I'll be in Hawaii. Fuck all this regular life bullshit, I'm taking surf lessons and sitting on the beach.



< End pathetic, whiney bitch fit. >

[17 May 2009|11:23pm]
I lessthanthree you guys :)

[04 Nov 2008|11:12pm]
I'm so glad I voted today! I'm very proud of the way I voted. I guess it helps that Obama won, makes me feel a little accomplished, hahahaha. I'm just really anxious to see how Prop 8 turns out. Equality for all man! I was wearing my little No on 8 button today when I went to vote and I had to take it off, apparently it's illegal! Who knew? Not me. But yeah, I'm excited for the change!!

[26 Oct 2008|05:48pm]
Oh. My. Goodness.

Monster Massive was soooo fucking awesome!! Seriously, that was one of the most amazing experiences of my life. There's so many different people that all come together just to party and have a good time. SO AMAZING! SO TIRED! Hahahahaha. Together As One is next. Yay!!!


<3<3<3



So many people!!

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[24 Oct 2008|12:44am]
Sooooo I know I said I wasn't going to talk about him anymore, but it's not really about him.. mostly.

So I'm at the theater that Ron's best friend Josh works at. He's the one at the ticket thing. We walk up, say hi, pay him, and that's it. Then we walk in and out a couple times, go to the bathroom, then sit outside where Josh is talking to a friend. Josh walks back inside, he's been eyeing me this whole time by the way, and I say "hey Josh" and I get nothing. Hey man, I know you didn't like me, but don't be a dick! That asshole made me chain smoke tonight, and I didn't even date him! Whatev. I still want my pie pan back...

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[09 Oct 2008|12:10am]
So I guess I have this weird but innocent crush on my nutritionist... Innocent because it's just completely absurd and silly, and weird because I tell him how much I weigh, he knows everything I'm eating, he pinches my fat, and I have to tell him when I'm on my period.

I don't think this is allowed in the crush rule book.


Hahahaha, it makes me laugh.

[28 Sep 2008|02:16am]
Soooo... tonight I was at dinner with some people, and the people convinced me to send a text to Ron because I've been wanting to for a long time. So after me writing a draft, asking Kelly if it was okay and then throwing my phone on the table not being able to do it, Niki finally sent it for me, hah. It said "Hey, I just wanted to say hi. and make sure you didn't fall off the face of the earth... I hope you're doing well :)" And in response I got "lol well I lost my old phone and all my numbers with it! sooo... who is this?" I figured I just shouldn't even respond but after 25 minutes of contemplating I just finally said "It's Jen" and heard nothing else. I know he did lose all of his numbers because he switched to Verizon. But yeah. No response. I figured I might get an "oh hi" or "that was random" or something like that, but nothing.

So. Since I clearly have no reason to ever think about him again, I'm going to let this be that. I know he's better as a memory. This is my own personal "Welcome to the 20's!!" :) The end.

[10 Sep 2008|12:22am]
I'm starting to get angry with him rather than just sad. I don't know if that's a step forward or backward. Hah.

[28 Aug 2008|12:24am]
Note to self:

You haven't talked to him in five weeks, delete his text messages and pictures... stupid.

[12 Mar 2008|08:59pm]
I'm so sad right now. I can't believe it. Stupid naps at five o'clock. I miss Alex. And I'm having a mini panic attack that actually isn't mini at all and has been attacking me for the past four days. I just want it to be Saturday. And I wouldn't mind it if Sunday came quickly after.

[08 Jan 2008|12:04am]
I love it when you can be in a car with someone and there's complete silence but not a hint of awkwardness.

What Do You Have To Say? - Not Enough Coverage [06 Dec 2007|07:29pm]
What isn't written about enough in today's world?


For me persnally, and for the U.S. news, the men and women that serve our country and community. Military, Police, Firefighters. I don't understand why people hate cops so much. What did they ever do to you? They all risk their lives everyday for people they don't even know. And just average people doing extraordinary things. The little people aren't recognized enough. For world news, Darfur, AIDS, genocide, and more.

Some people that responded on here had stupid things. "College admission deadlines," "Jesse Lacey." You people are retarded.

Our news, local and national focus on stupid things sometimes. I like watching BBC. They generally give good world coverage. I hate local news. All you hear about is Kiefer Sutherland going to jail and stupid crap like that. Ridiculous.

[12 Nov 2007|11:01pm]
Disclaimer: Same entry as myspace bulletin. If anyone reads this or that.... :D


Guess who can lift her right arm above her head?! That's right, yours truly. :)

You have no idea what a great feat this is for me! Still gotta get that sleeping flat thing down though, eek. And for this gigantic damn bruise on my arm to go away.

I saw an orthopedist last friday and he said it seems like I'm healing well, although he didn't take any x-rays (next potential Heroes character? X-ray vision???). Next appointment is in 5 weeks. So I should be healed by then, or close to it. I asked when I can start working out again. He said "You can do whatever you want now, it'll just hurt." Uhm, okay. That's fucking logical, douche. Then I asked him when he thinks I'll be healed and capable to enlist and go to boot camp and he asked when I was thinking, I said around March or April (supposed to be January or February). He then proceeded to break my heart, said "Oh no, at least 8, maybe 12 months." Thanks doc, make the broken girl cry! Then I continued to bawl, my mom even said that she felt bad for me that I can't leave when I want to. Hahaha.

That was when I realized exactly how bad I wanted it. I knew before, but I didn't think I would cry in the doctor's office because of it. This situation especially sucks now because I don't have a fucking job so I either stay unemployed and broke for the next 6-ish months, find a pointless job that I'll just end up leaving, or go crawling back to the flower shop, which I desperately don't want to do. Maybe I'll just ask for a couple of days? I do not want to go back to working full time again. Fuuucck that.

But oh well. Shit happens, right? Heh. I'm waiting to see why this happened, that whole "everything happens for a reason" thing. I'll be here for the holidays though, that's nice. But hopefully not too long. As soon as I'm healed, I'm going to MEPS. Get a date and I'll be set (I hope)! Damn muscle atrophy and lame cardio. I'm going to start going for walks, especially because of the wonderful weather!!! :)

But at least there's another lesson learned, I guess:
-First time, breaking arm on quad: don't lean forward when going over jumps that could potentially be cliffs on the other end.
-Second time, breaking clavicle on quad: pay fucking attention and get better depth perception.
Oh but I'll be back, I'll show that fucking desert who's boss. :p

Alrighty well if you read this far, thank you! Holla back. Hahahah. :D

<3<3<3

[27 Sep 2007|05:30pm]
John900: I cant believe two of my best friends are both going to be gone in active duty marines
John900: you're both assholes

[13 Sep 2007|10:50pm]
Eleven and a half months later, and it still feels weird to me that I'm an adult. Hahaha.

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[11 Sep 2007|11:01pm]
Jesus Christ. For some strange reason I decided to Wikipedia myspace and I found that it was sold to this guy named Rupert Murdoch for $580 billion! HOLY SHIT! And Tom has an estimated net worth of a billion dollars. That's just insane. Myspace is ridiculus. There are now over 200 million accounts. Geez. It's just madness! The end.

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